Gam and Paw Paw got him a front end loader. He has been moving dirt ever since.
This is what Santa brought. Mostly consisting of trucks and tractors.
How fun was it that we had a white Christmas in the south!!! I was so excited when it started snowing. Everthing was so pretty. We got out in the jeep and took pictures.
I finally took a picture of my belly. With Jameson, I had taken a couple hundred by now, but it is just different with the second one. This is on Christmas Eve. 26 weeks and counting. I took one in front of the tree, but considering I am as big as the tree, I decided to go with the staircase!
In the meantime, did I mention I got an incredibly cute neice this month. My brother and his wife had a sweet little baby girl about 2 weeks ago. She is adorable.
I hope everyone had a great Christmas. We had a blast spending time with the family and with each other. I really enjoyed getting to spend lots of one on one time with Jameson. I miss that time. It always makes me wish I could be a stay at home mom. Maybe one day right? Last night I was going through one of my guilt stages. It hits me every now and then that I am about to have another child and my time will be divided. I feel terrible for doing that to Jameson. Last night he went to bed pretty early and I went up to check on him. I always kiss him and tell him that I love him and sometimes I breathe in his sweet scent. Last night was one of those nights. I leaned over and smelled his sweet little face and hair and was filled with so much joy and love. I love those nights. And once again "guilt" filled my body. From what I have heard, this is a normal feeling when you have another child, but I sure do hope it goes away. I am extremely excited to have another baby, but so scared I won't love him like I do Jameson. I know I will and I have no doubt that I will love Levi with all my soul, but it is scary.
So now that I have poured my heart out there for all to see, I will end with saying that I am not weird. I know everyone reading this who has children have sniffed their children before. Don't even be judging. :)
Stay in touch and hopefully I will blog again soon.






3 comments:
So glad J had a great Christmas!
We loved the Christmas card. He is such a handsome little man! Hope to see ya'll soon!
So glad that Christmas was so great for you guys!
Yes it is completely normal to be scared and worried about how you can possibly love another like the first. But God is awesome and created some way for your heart just to take it ALL in and absorb more and more seemingly without end. It's hard to believe...but yes, you will love little Levi just as much as Jameson. =)
Hope you guys have a great New Year's!
And yes...it's okay to sniff your kids. =)
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