I have no idea

Do you ever feel like life is chewing you up and spitting you back out over and over again? That is me right now! I feel like I am spinning in circles and I keep spinning and spinning and spinning and gaining no ground. Sometimes I stop and think, "self, when will I ever spring back". I know I am not the only one who thinks this way, but it just gets old, you know what I mean?

"I have no idea" is one of my most used phrases right now. The ONE and ONLY thing I hate about motherhood is my lack of thinking skills. It's like once J was born and laid on my tummy, the doctor said, "ok Candice here  is your brain and I am about to throw it in the garbage." I can't remember anything and I find it very hard sometimes to multitask. I misplace things, forget memories pre-baby, and can't focus for long periods of time (I sound like a commercial for bad side effects to a certain drug) I am completely blown away that I can't remember things. My brain is working in over time. I wish I could write down all the things that pass through my mind in 10 seconds. It's amazing. Of course, every single one of those thoughts are concerning Jameson....and Rusty.....but mostly Jameson. :) Rusty can take care of himself.

I say all of this just to let  you know why my blog has slowed down. I don't have time and my life is running in circles and I am sure you don't want to hear about the latest poop, pee, or snot bubble! Ha. However, I do LOVE  my life and wouldn't have my brain back for anything.  Well, maybe just a little bit of it.

J is still battling with asthma and allergies. That is an endless cycle in itself. He has been sick all summer. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I feel much better now. Anyway sickness=no sleep. No sleep=cranky tired mommy. Cranky tired mommy=bad mommy! Do you see how this is not good.

So, J, do you think you could start sleeping and grow out of your asthma and allergies and let mommy think of other people for a while? Please......

Sorry I have no exciting news to share, but to me, it is exciting and fun. Everyday is a new memory I will soon forget! Ha Ha. ;)

Hugs and kisses.

Growing

Everthing is growing at the Camp household. Jameson is getting to be such a big boy. He amazes me each day when he says something new. He is really getting into this talking thing. Not a day goes by that I don't laugh at something he says. My favorite thing he says right now is, "hold on tight"(he grabs himself in the chest when he says it) and "bulldooder" (bull dozer) He brings such joy to my life. What did I do without him (sat down, watched TV, slept, took naps, went on trips....um I mean my life was so boring without him) Just kidding. I love my life and love being a mom.

Every year I plant lots of flowers around the house. I just like making it look lively outside. This year has been a great year for my flowers. They are so pretty. I love walking outside and seeing so much color. I took some pictures, but they don't do it justice.

Summer has been a blast so far. We basically stay outside all the time and play....HARD! Life is grand isn't it.

Spreading some hay for daddy.