Monday, December 27, 2010

Christmas was great!

We had an amazing Christmas this year....how about you? Jameson was so excited and had so much fun opening all of his gifts. We actually had to wake him up on Christmas morning. Yes, I said wake him up. Any other morning we are up at 5:30 or 6:00. Christmas morning he decided to sleep until 7. When we woke him up, he said, "Sanna Taus Tom"? We told him he did and he was so excited. I don't have many pictures because I was helping open gifts and Russ was video taping. However, I do have a few to share. He was so adorable all morning. Just take my word for it.

Gam and Paw Paw got him a front end loader. He has been moving dirt ever since.

This is what Santa brought. Mostly consisting of trucks and tractors.

How fun was it that we had a white Christmas in the south!!! I was so excited when it started snowing. Everthing was so pretty. We got out in the jeep and took pictures.


I finally took a picture of my belly. With Jameson, I had taken a couple hundred by now, but it is just different with the second one. This is on Christmas Eve. 26 weeks and counting. I took one in front of the tree, but considering I am as big as the tree, I decided to go with the staircase!


In the meantime, did I mention I got an incredibly cute neice this month. My brother and his wife had a sweet little baby girl about 2 weeks ago. She is adorable.

I hope everyone had a great Christmas. We had a blast spending time with the family and with each other. I really enjoyed getting to spend lots of one on one time with Jameson. I miss that time. It always makes me wish I could be a stay at home mom. Maybe one day right? Last night I was going through one of my guilt stages. It hits me every now and then that I am about to have another child and my time will be divided. I feel terrible for doing that to Jameson. Last night he went to bed pretty early and I went up to check on him. I always kiss him and tell him that I love him and sometimes I breathe in his sweet scent. Last night was one of those nights. I leaned over and smelled his sweet little face and hair and was filled with so much joy and love. I love those nights. And once again "guilt" filled my body. From what I have heard, this is a normal feeling when you have another child, but I sure do hope it goes away. I am extremely excited to have another baby, but so scared I won't love him like I do Jameson. I know I will and I have no doubt that I will love Levi with all my soul, but it is scary.

So now that I have poured my heart out there for all to see, I will end with saying that I am not weird. I know everyone reading this who has children have sniffed their children before. Don't even be judging. :)

Stay in touch and hopefully I will blog again soon.


Thursday, December 23, 2010

It's Christmas Time!!!!

I love Christmas!!!  Two more days and it will be here. Listen to this.....I am at work today. Yes, Thursday before Christmas I am at work...ALL DAY!!!!! How horrible is that? I know, I know, at least I have a job right? Anyway, I am going to make the best of it. I am getting so excited about Christmas. Jameson is going to have so much fun this year. He tells everyone that Santa is going to bring him toys. He doesn't want anything in particular....just toys. He says the funniest thing right now. My child loves Wal-Mart. Everytime we go to town he says, "I NEED go to Wal-Mark". Yes my child puts a "K" on the end of Wal-Mart. His mommy will be correcting him as soon as he understands. It's almost as bad as when people make it plural and call it "Wal-Marts". Anyway, he will throw a fit to go to Wal-Mark and when you ask him what he needs, he says, "I just want to look at the toys".  He says it so funny. I guess you have to be there. So anyway, I know he is going to have so much fun waking up on Christmas morning to see what toys he got.

Did I mention that he has been sick for the entire month of December??? Oh I didn't, well he has! You got the whole story of the mysterious strep throat rash thing. Well a few days after he got well, his asthma kicked in and we started breathing treatments for the 100th thousand time. He got better for about 4 days and Tuesday night we stayed up all night with an ear ache. So yesterday we headed to the "docker" and it was confirmed that Jameson has an ear infection and his asthma is once again causing him to cough, wheeze and not be able to breathe! So, we are on aggressive breathing treatments with an addtional steroid thrown in there, some antibiotics and a cough syrup. Thank goodness Russ is off today and can stay at home with him. I am super happy that he gets to take more steroids this time too (insert rolling eyes and sarcasm). If you child has never had to take steroids, good for you. If you child has, you know that it transforms them into a child that you have never met or talked to before! It's like they have an inner steroid personality that comes out. It is amazing to watch. However, since this occurs in our household more than 10 times  a year, I welcome my little steroid baby and know how to handle him now. So I say all of this to ask you to pray for my medicated child this Christmas. Pray that he doesn't throw a fit and tear the tree down  or doesn't hit and bite his cousins. If we can make it throught the family gatherings without injury it will be great!

On another note, I am 25 weeks pregnant and doing good. I have a doctors appt next week. Of course I weigh in again after eating 40 lbs of dressing and turkey, but hey someone's gotta do it right? I can't believe I only have about 3 more months until he gets here. It is unreal how quickly the time has passed. Jameson got to feel him kick the other night and he thought it was so fun that baby brother was kicking him. His little face was so cute when he felt it. It was one of those moments that you can't help but thank God right then for blessing you so much. I have my sweet baby boy touching my tummy with his little hand and baby kicking him from inside my stomach. It was such a fun moment.

Anyway, I hope everyone has a great Christmas and Happy New Year. Don't forget to thank God for sending his son to be born and save our souls. How amazing is that?????!!!!

Merry Christmas from The Camps!

Monday, December 6, 2010

What a week

So last week was so tough that I thought I would blog about it. You know it's bad when you blog about it!! So it all started last MONDAY: when my sweet as pie little J woke up with a fever, a weird rash on his legs and saying, "my neck hurt". He then pointed to his throat and I immediately thought, STREP THROAT (insert gasp and hand sanitizer here). There was no going to work or getting him out of my lap that morning. Little did J know that mommy HAD  to go to work that day since mommy has to interview people on Mondays. A quick call to Russ and a mad dash to work and all is well. Rusty took him to the doctor or "docker" as J calls it and it was somewhat determined that he had strep throat (doctor didn't actually do a swab because Jameson was in panic mode). Given his rashy legs and saying his neck hurt, he was given an antibiotic and sent on his merry way.
TUESDAY: Jameson once again woke up with a fever and saying, "my neck hurt". The rash has now made it up his back and arms. (insert panic mode for mommy here). Everyone kept telling me that the rash was a symptom of strep throat, but I was not convinced. Mommy decides to stay at home today and take care of her little sick baby...some things are just more important than work!
WEDNESDAY:  Guess what...we still wake up with fever, but we didn't say "my neck hurt". Good news for mommy. Rash is now covering our mouth, ears, and nose. He looks like a tiny Rudolph. Thanks to my wonderful mom, she kept Jameson half a day and Russ kept him the other half. I decided that I needed to take Jameson back to the doctor because he is still running a low grade fever, has a rash and now has diarrhea. The story just keeps getting better. Rusty later calls me and says, "they THINK it might be hand, foot and mouth disease". I immediately say, "THINK"??? That is such an odd disease and he hasn't been to daycare in over 8 days, where could he have gotten that? Rusty then calms me down and says, "it is treated the same way as strep and he is going to be fine".  I hang up the phone and tell myself, "this is exactly why I fear germs!" My mind is now racing and trying to think where he could have picked up the germ. When I get in this mode, I use no logic. We all know germs come from anywhere. Why do I always try to pinpoint where he gets things? Part of the OCD in me. Anyway, Jameson had not been to daycare since before Thanksgiving and his teacher said that no other children were sick. I then found out that some of our family members had had hand, foot and mouth a few weeks prior and we saw them at Thanksgiving. For some reason, it made me feel better to know that he possibly picked it up from relatives! Anyway.....by that afternoon, he had no fever and his rash looked much better.
THURSDAY: No fever, no diarrhea and very little rash! HOT DOG! I still didn't feel comfortable taking J to daycare. I would hate if he got any of the other children in his class sick with strep or hand foot and mouth (which ever he had), so he stayed at home with his Pop and Gigi. Thank goodness for them too. By the afternoon he is doing great! I am actually starting to breathe again. My baby is going to be ok!
THURSDAY NIGHT: I am so happy that Jameson is feeling better and getting his things ready for school. I am coming down our stairs at home  and fall as hard as I possibly can on my right side. I thought I had broken my elbow or possibly my hip. I was scared to death that I had hurt Levi. Rusty and Jameson came running over to check on me. Jameson said, "what doin momma?". He later kissed my boo boo's. I laid in the bed a while praying to feel Levi move and I finally felt a little kick. I was still nervous, but that made me feel better.
FRIDAY: Jameson is all better and actually goes to daycare! He had a great day and I loved the normalcy again. I on the other hand am sore and have bruises on my hip and elbow. I called my doctor to ask what I should watch for and the nurse freaked out on me and told me I had to be seen by my doctor. There was no swaying her either! Me: Can I see..
                             Nurse: No
                             Me: but I am not feeling
                             Nurse: No, can you be here by 2
                             Me: Well, I am at work and I am not sure I can leave
                             Nurse: Ok, how about 2:30 then.
                             Me: Well...
                             Nurse: Ok see you then.
I had no choice. So Rusty and I headed to the doctor's office. My mom rescued me again with Jameson and I had to take off again from work. I thought I would see the doctor, have an ultrasound and leave. Boy was I wrong. I should have known it would be the most difficult process ever. Things are just hard for me. They always have been. We can talk about that another time though. Anyway, I see the doc around 2:45 and she says, "we'll send you downstairs and monitor you for about and hour". At my docs office, "downstairs" is labor and delivery. Yes you heard me right. I was admitted to the hospital and hooked to monitors. The nurse comes in to take my blood and says, it shouldn't be long. A few minutes later she told Rusty it would be 1 to 1 1/2 hours before they could get my blood work done. Jump to the end.....3 hours later, we were leaving the hospital and everything was ok! The good thing about it was I got to hear my sweet little babies heart beat for 3 hours and got to see him on the ultrasound machine again. No one ever looked at my elbow or my hip either! So what if I broke something....right?
By Saturday, we are all feeling much better and had a good weekend. I know this was incredibly long, but I needed to share with you just how special my week was. Oh and today has been so rosey already (insert sarcasm here). Not a good Monday so far. At least my babies are healthy and I have a job right?

Since no one believes how hard big momma fell down the stairs, including my husband who heard the whole thing, here is  a picture of my hip. My elbow doesn't look near as bad which is a shame because I really thought it was broken. Oh well.